You Are the Difference

We feel like we're alone. We feel like there isn't anyone who actually cares about our well being. That no one loves us and no one understands us. But if dig a little deeper, the only person who can love you the way you want to be loved is yourself. You give yourself to the power to choose to love and feel loved. You choose to care for your well being whether it would be through exercise, prayer, or personal development. No matter what, you should not feel like you have to raise your standards so you can impress the people you don't really get along with. Get along with yourself first. Love yourself first. Everything will follow suit afterwards.

You're Going to Fail

I’m going to fail and you will too. It may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, and it may not be next year. But you will stumble eventually. The most important thing you need to understand… #motivation #motivate #inspiration #inspire #dontgiveup #gratitude #appreciation #business #contribution

A video posted by Emo (@agitatedfitness) on Jan 10, 2017 at 10:39am PST

I think that we misunderstand what it means to fail. I used to look at failure as some sort of disease. As if failure was the end of all things, and that you do not deserve to show your face in public. I think I've learned within 2016 is that failure sometimes brings breath. It's bring life to our own being.

Let's say that before when I failed, I would literally not do anything. I would basically just mope around complaining about the cards that life has handed to me. I would complain to others. I would blame others. I would blame my past. I would blame my insignificant self, but failure was just waiting for me to embrace it. It was waiting for me to acknowledge it and work through the situation.

I honestly do not know what has gotten into me this year, but I'm starting to see things differently. Tony Robbins said you can't keep hitting the same window expecting it to ope, if you were a fly. You just need a different approach. I think that line and many others, just opened my mind to a whole new level.

We all fail at some point in life, but I am starting to think that failure is my friend and not my enemy.

vLog Episode 20: Raising the Dead

Today, I was supposed to start my first day of work but I ended up not going simply because I had to go to an interview. That didn't really pan out well because they ended up e-mailing me that the person who was supposed to interview was sick. So my girlfriend ended up picking up because today she had to go to a photoshoot.

So off we went to go to Pennsylvania to go to a graveyard for her Yuki cosplay photoshoot. It was amazingly fun, but I was freezing my behind off. I'm definitely not a winter person, but I enjoyed the day with friends nonetheless. As I'm writing this blog, I am slowly getting things together on what I want to accomplish this year.

First Start of 2017

This is my first video posting for 2017, and even though I'm 8 days late I am still posting now.

2016 was full of turmoil and stress, but I think I've learned quite a bit and gained experiences from hardships. 2017 is where I want to take the burden of my difficulties and strive for progress on a daily basis towards success. I know that I will have hardships, but as long as I can maintain a positive attitude; I'm sure I will survive.